wow its been a rele rele rele rele rele long time since i've been in here .....o well.....now it's summer and i cant complain 2 bad cuz @ least i dont have skool but tha thing iz summer iz actually rele rele boring when all ur frends r gone outta town 4 tha whooooooooooooooooole summer!!!!!!!!! but w/e...@ least i get to go to rhode island in a cupple weeks with alison and i'm pretty sure that'll be fun! (not being sarcastic) but it'll @ least be better than sitting @ home alllllllllllllll day w/ nuthing 2 do!!
this next story cummin up its not like ment 2 offend ne 1 or nuthin im just bored and im gunna tell it wether u like it or not so u can take it ne way u'd like (ne 1 thats in tha story @ least) but its not ment 2 sound mean so if u dont like it then dont read it!!
it started in february wen ali started 2 b-cum a total and complete bi***. she started hangin out w/ this younger group of kids (mostly boiz) and she started bossing them around (and idc how much ne 1 that reads this denies it but its tru) and kinda started 2 come to the top of the group kindaa like tha leader......almost but not exactly. ali and vava started hangin out w/ them 2 gether but evry 1 sed that vava waz bein rele mean 2 them and didnt even take tha chance 2 get 2 know vava and sed they didnt like her and they didnt want her hangin out w/ them ne more. ali knew this but she didnt wanna hurt vava's feelings and so she asked me wat 2 do anf i told her that i didnt kno and so she had 2 figure it out on her own but then she kinda had me like brain washed or sumthin 4 a lil while and she made me stop liking vava 4 a while and then after that evry 1 kept trying 2 ditch vava and so we went along w/ it. but then ali started doin all this mean stuff 2 vava and i kinda started realizing wat she waz doing @ tha time but not rele. so me and ali became "best frends" and we started excluding vava mor and mor each day. but then 1 day i let ali come over to my house (and @ this point ali had taken ABSOLUTE COMPLETE control over my every move wich @ this point i hadnt realized yet either) and we were on the computer and my mother and grandmother were talking on the couch behind us and while ali waz sitting on tha big chair @ my own house and i waz sitting on tha puny uncomfortable 1 and she asked me 2 go 2 this website 4 her and so i did and after i typed it in i had my hands on tha mouse (the computer mouse) and she kept moving my hand off of it (wich i waz not noticing by tha way) and my grandmother had l8er told me that she had done that about 7-10 times. but i didnt want 2 beleive her b/c ali waz my "best frend". so i just ignored it for a looooooooooooooooong long long long super long time until she had made me mad 1 day and then i suddenly came outta her trance type thing and started thinkin bout all tha stuff she had done (and i had done some things 2 like i wuld always come wen she called me and i wuld always do wat she told me and i wuld always "ditch" vava w/ her b/c she told me 2) and 1 nite my grandmother waz talkin 2 me bout all tha stuff she had done w/o my noticing it and the 1 thing i remember most about that whole incident waz that my whole family hated her and they (they meaning all my family members that had met her) called her a rich spoiled rotten brat that waz an only child and waz used 2 getting her way w/ evry little thing she wanted. but i had never ever after my 2 whole years of knowing her i had obviously never seen her rich snobby evil side before. and i waz soooooooooooooooooo pissed off @ her that words culdnt even explain it.........thay stil cant explain how furiously madd i waz @ that point. i had actually thot bout calling her and yelling @ her in tha fone but then i had realized that that wuld b giving her the easy way out. so @ that point she had pushed me over the edge and i waz ready ta kill her (not literally) but i wuld this waz actually not a good idea @ all once i think about it now...... there were sooo many more better ways of making her suffer.but i didnt even have a plan (b/c im not that kinda person hu's thinks things thru i just do wat tha best thing iz thas on my mind @ that moment of watevers happeneing) but i ignored all her calls and wen i felt like i waz in tha mood 4 yellin @ sum 1 i wuld answer it and then just get madd and try 2 let all tha madd out that i had 4 her but it waz 2 much 4 1 fone call.....thas how madd i waz and so me and my frend vava started hangin out alot alot alot alot more and b-came rele good frends again (im glad 2) and 1 last day i let alison come over 2 my house and i culdnt STAND her after tha 1st 15 minutes of her bein there (and thas all b/c it wasnt her.........it wasnt tha ali i knew) and evry where i went she'd tell me wat 2 do for like 2 hours straight and i waited 4 her 2 stop 4 two straight frikin hours and ne time i left her side "shELBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.......shelbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...shelbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy shelbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy waz all i'd here so i knew she still wasnt gunna shut tha hell up ne time soon!!! so finally wen we were watchin tv and i showed her how 2 wrk all tha remotes so that shed actually shut up 4 two seconds and then i tried 2 get away from her and then tha next thing ya know waz "SHELBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....SHELBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....SHELBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.......SHELBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
and so i just kept ignoring her (and my cousin alex and my brother cody were home 2) and then alex goes "hey shelby?" and i sed "wat!!" and alex goes "i think ali wants u" and it waz sooo funny lol but u gotta b here or it sounds like tha lamest thing u've ever heard of i kno lol and then i sed "SHE CAN COME TO ME!!! I AM NOT HER FREIKING SLAVE OR HER STUPID MAID OR HER MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and then alex went and told her and she shut up (finally thank god!!!) and came in the computer room and she sat down and she asked me wat waz rong w/ me!! i waz like umm excuse me? wats rong w/ u!!!!!!!!! and then i acted like tha fone rang and i pretended that frank waz on it and then i sed hung up with tha pretend fone call and i sed " umm................frank sed u hafta go home." and she goes "awwwwwww!!! why???!!!!!!!!! ugh!!!" and then she left and alex goes " is she gone?!!" and i sed "yea shes gone" and alex goes "hallelujah...there is a god!!!! i waz about 2 hafta get ear plugs cuz she wuldnt shut up!!!"
LMAOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SRY I THOT THAT WAZ HILARIOUS!!!lol
but then like a week later i got so fed up with her that i just blew up and let it loose i culd not hold my maddness in ne mor!! and she had just pushed me wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy over tha edge!!!! (and by tha way....my sign is a scorpio and they're kinda nice until u push em' over the edge and then @ that point they can be deadly!!) but she had talked 2 me 1st on aim and then thas wen she just pushed me over tha edge and then like 10 minutes after that she called me on my cell and she waz cryin so hard that i culdnt even understand a wrd she waz even sayin but i guess that means that my sting hurts pretty freikin bad!!! lol jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkj!!!!
but yea after that she's (or @ least she seems) like shes back 2 normal but i layed down some rules 2 and if she brakes ne of those rules than shes out 4 evr!! but im still a lil shakey and tryin 2 decide wether i shuld trust her or not and it'll take a rele rele rele rele rele rele rele long time 4 that 2 happen and tha best part i that she cant blame no 1 but herself 4 that cuz shes tha only 1 that did it.
kk well gg cuz im tired so.......
c ya!!
ttyl!!!!!!!
luv ya!!!!!!!!!!! 
mwa!!!  | 
